How Do You Keep Looking Forward?

This is something I struggle with on a daily basis lately…constantly worried about today & whats going on with my body and why things aren’t happening for us when we try so hard. “Why aren’t we getting pregnant? Why won’t this work for us? Why do I have an autoimmune disease? Why hasn’t IVF worked yet? Where will we get the money for all this? Why does this have to be so hard? Why was my Dad taken from me at so young when I need him right now? What will the genetic results come back as and how will this shape our future? Why, why, why?!?”…πŸ˜–
I forget to be hopeful, I forget to look forward to the good that could come for Mike & I. I sometimes forget to be thankful.
Changing your mindframe after going through what we have is very hard. It’s easy to say “look at all the good things in our life and what we have accomplished” but none of that matters (in the moment) when the one thing you desire is basically out of my/our control. We can do everything right but still end in an unhappy end result. πŸ”ΈοΈπŸ”ΉοΈπŸ”ΈοΈ
My goal for the next 4 weeks as we countdown until our gentic results come in is to try and look more forward to the future and be hopeful. To have faith things will work out as they should. πŸ™
To enjoy what we have now. To keep looking & moving forward…one step at a time…one day at a time until we get there. Until I get there…wherever ‘there’ may be as its uncertain right now.
If any of you struggling with infertility or any hardships and have ever felt like I do please let me know. Lets keep supporting each other and lifting each other up. Lets keep our heads above water. I’ll tread water for you as long as I can and I ask you do the same for someone else. πŸŠβ€β™€οΈπŸπŸ’œπŸ€

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Author: babyforthebaloghs

Married to my high school sweet heart- together 14 years, TTC x4 yrs, Have a kitty named Roxie, Oncology Nurse, Purple hair, outgoing & social, movie/Tv buff, girl gamer, alpaca lover.

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